Want...!!!

Want

The feelings of rejection,
The thoughts of dejection,
The loneliness, the silent calm,
You being there and yet not listening,
You not trying to understand,
You shutting all doors leading to you,
You making yourself unapproachable,
You making each question of mine suicidal
You have not changed nor will change ever,
but, the way our relation changed makes it all despair,


Me wanting to be with you,
Me wanting to be held by you,
Me wanting to be touched by you,
Me wanting to be talked by you,
Me wanting to listen all that you say,
and all that you don't say,
Me wanting to be part of you
and you wanting to be there yet be unreachable,

The pain, the suffering is inevitable,
the tears are indespensable,
Yet the courage to move on has yet to build-up,
The courage to say you 'good-bye'
a final last time is yet to build-up...


Neha Srivastava-Kulshrestha
Indian
Ghana
3/09/09